I can put all my pretty whatnots back on my end tables.
I can have a coffee table.
I can have a new couch in any color I want.
I can trade in the rocking chair for a nice lounge chair.
I can get rid of the baby bed and changing table and have a guest
room that isn’t so crowded.
I can clean out all the extra sets of clothes I have in my
drawers and closets for those emergencies or unexpected sleepovers.
I can get rid of the little toilet training seat and step
stool in the bathroom.
I can go to the bathroom without someone in there with me.
I can throw away all the toys that stay scattered all over
my floors.
I can get rid of all the sippy cups and baby forks and
spoons.
I can’t watch a little girl dancing in front of the
television.
I can’t skip dusting all of the whatnots.
I can’t walk past the coffee table without snagging my
little toe.
I can’t make up my mind on a couch.
I can’t hold and rock a baby while singing “You are My
Sunshine”.
I can’t walk into the guest room and see a baby in that crib
holding up arms and smiling because she knows I’ll get her out.
I can’t feel a tiny, warm body next to mine or have little
feet in my face because I won’t have any extra clothes for those unexpected
sleepovers.
I won’t see any clapping hands or beaming smile when they
show me #2 in the potty.
I won’t have anyone to talk to while I’m in the
bathroom. My husband doesn’t find that
fun for some reason.
I won’t throw away all the toys or sippy cups or little
forks and spoons because some of them are special. Some of them belonged to mommy or big sisters
or they were a gift from a family member or special friend.
And who knows when there will be a great grandbaby that
might need them.